If You Can’t Trust the Monitors
If you can't trust the monitors
Then why do they have the monitors
If you can't trust the cars
Then why have the cars
If you can't trust that I think you're hot
Then why do you look so good
Turning me on that way that you do
If you can't trust the people
Then why have the people
If you can't trust the cards then why have the cards
If you can't trust this room then why have the room
Why not just an open space
Where you can be naked and fascinating
If you can't trust the milk in the bottles
Then why have the bottles
If you can't trust the wine the song
Then why have the country
If you can't trust the kangaroo
Then why go jumping
If you can't trust the sky
Then why have the sky at all
If you can 't trust the stars
Then why look out
Why not just sit in your room
It's dark and safe anyway
If you can't trust what's dark and safe anyway
Then why even bother
Then why even be here at all
I don't know
I just went and walked
But desire is hopeless
If you can't trust the windowsill
Then why put the flowers there
Why not leave it bare
Oh I did
And then what
After a while
Anyway
That old sun
It burned it green
The windowsill
And when I
All I returned to the room
All I saw was green
Grass green
Like grass but greener than
A halting hue of it
And I forgot the flowers
And I forgot you
If you can't trust the daybreak
Then why have the daybreak
Why not sit
Let the night come
It won't stop itself
The hormones
And all
Copyright Credit: Dorothea Lasky, "If You Can’t Trust the Monitors" from Milk. Copyright © 2018 by Dorothea Lasky. Reprinted by permission of the author and Wave Books.
Source: Milk (Wave Books, 2018)