! katya !

   i want ! to be friends ! with katya ! i want

  to dress ! how i want to dress ! like a gale !

     full of glitter ! and back alleys ! a seagull

laugh ! to shake our being ! whose secret lies !

  perhaps ! in kicking legs upwards in delight !

       painted ! an omnivorous harpy ! goofy !

  loving our friends ! lighting up around them !

  what a man ! unstoppable ! they’ll say, why !

 they’re the perfect woman ! (now that’s me !)

    judy jetson ! enraged ! with a penis ! and

obsessed with Contact too ! in every situation !

       a little Jodie Foster ! o dear role model

for my role model ! find meaning ! play parts !

  everything real ! happens ! behind the eyes !

 all those things we cannot prove ! like love !

  like the world ! is just ! what we make of it